A letter to My creator

Ya Allah I want to tell you "how it feels", so please listen,

How it feels to be meaningless and broke...

How it feels to be weak yet trying to be strong...

How if feels to sacrifice your dreams while nurturing...

How it feels to fake your smile while suffering...

How it feels, when you're longing for something that is not yours...

How it feels, when u weep over something for hours and hours...

How it feels, when you reach nowhere, even you try hard to reach somewhere nice...

How it feels, when you're unable to even feel your parents love because world has turned your heart into cold ice...

How it feels to be weary ,even you try hard to maintain yourself...

How it feels, when someone attacks your self respect...

How it feels to have nothing but still struggling...

How it feels, when you have no one to take care of and are stumbling...

How it feels, when you desperately pray but not getting any answer...

How it feels, when you want your creator's love but are weak enough not to be transgressor...

How it feels, when you try to be sincere everytime but all you get is insincerity and frustration...

How it feels, when you always try to give away love but can't get the same emotion...

How it feels, when you speak up to defend your self respect but all you get the title of "punk" as response...

How it feels, when something is bothering you deep inside but you chose to stay quiet and strong...

How it feels, when you try to please others having good motive but people chose to suspect your goodness... 

How it feels, when you chose to be soft and sweet but people step upon your humbleness...

Ya Allah today I want to tell you an excruciating pain,

how it feels to be human......... 

(to be continued)

~Hifza Iqbal